Saturday, October 18, 2008

I miss you anyway.

Two years. That's how long I waited for you. You say that you were the one waiting on me, but if you really were, then you must have never noticed what was really going on, and how much I cared about you. When all the other girls fucked you over, I tried to be there for you. And I was. I give up now, though. No more trying. No more waiting. I realize it's time for both of us to move on. Even if I don't want to. I hope that maybe one day, things will get better, and you might want to be friends again. Like we used to be. Staying up on the phone, and you being the only one that I could talk to about things that most people wouldn't understand. You were there, but now you're no where to be seen. All because I made a few, extremely stupid, mistakes that I regret. You're too ignorant to realize that I'm sorry for the things I said and did. Also, for the things I didn't do.

I know I shouldn't,
but I miss you.

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